This was the first track I wrote and recorded for my upcoming album. It was recorded in one take in an inspired moment. It represents feelings of isolation, rejection, and loneliness, feelings we all experience from time to time. It sets the mood for the album as a whole, which was inspired by classic Post-Punk and Gothic Rock albums. I hope you enjoy and get something out of it.

lyrics

Hannah in her party dressed to kill
She needs you like she needs her pills
You tell her everything’s ok
She cries as she runs awayPass the crystal, spread the lies
No secrets, no surprise
Tell her she can have it all
Tell her where the rain will fallSee her shiver, see her go
See her painted face glow
She cries, what is she seeing?
I am the Alien Being
credits
released September 16, 2020
Drums, Bass, Guitar, Vocals: Zadar
Artwork: kateniki
Mixed/Mastered: SuperiorAudioand here is the description for “The Upstairs Room” track:
“This is the title track to my upcoming album, The Upstairs Room. I chose this as the second single because I felt it was one of the tracks that best represented the overall themes and ideas behind the album. The title has a dual meaning to it. It represents the room where I recorded these songs and it also represents the “room” in your mind. Your thoughts, feelings, desires, regrets, people from the past, etc, and how sometimes you can feel trapped in your own mind. Thanks for listening and I hope you enjoy it.

lyrics

I stand motionless
Fear consumes me
It’s just a feeling
I get sometimes
When I’m alone
In the upstairs roomI pace as I think of you
Always with me
Your cold fingers gripped around my neck
It’s dark in here
It’s too dark in hereCome and find me in the upstairs room
Come and ignore me in the upstairs room
Come and save me from the upstairs room
Come and save me from the upstairs room
credits
released October 16, 2020
Drums, Bass, Guitar, Vocals: Zadar
Artwork: kateniki
Mixed/Mastered: SuperiorAudio